No Guts, No Gory

I’m not sad

I’m disappointed

I’m on the verge of turning 30

and I know who I am

but I can’t be who I need to be

Why

why did it have to end like this?

I come across you electronically and it destroys me

I’m obviously a very broken human being

held together by the most invisible of strings

Anything you are willing to practice

you can do

-Bob Ross

Drunk me remembers everything.

The dreams in which I’m dying

are the best

I’ve ever had

Hollow Happiness.

Hollow Happiness.